Cough Cough

Last night was terrible, could not sleep due to the bad cough and hard breathing. In the morning went straight to the doctor (although I avoid visiting hospitals). He advised the same medicine which I was using before, but I feel a lot better now, may be the psychological affect of visiting a doctor. The hospital was full of Pilipino nurses giggling around.

Came to office with a bag full of medicines. Have to take them all for two months, that’s what the doctor was saying but I know that as soon as I get well, I will forget about all the instructions….

Checked my mobile, few missed calls from office, and an unknown number, called that back, and a pleasant surprise, a nice friend was on the line…talked for a while…feeling relaxed…

Latest

Long time since I post something in my blog. The days are passing so quickly, Some times you feel that you are losing time with each day. Nothing much has changed for me, but for few.

- My Mom is here with me, enjoying a lot with her, I have a better understanding with my Mother than my Father, I don’t know why, may be coz I spent most of my life with my Mom.
- Have to make some vital decisions regarding my career in the coming month. Few options are there and I am thinking what to opt. I think the best thing is "ISTIKHARA", to seek Guidance from Allah when you can't figure out what would the best option for you.
- Today I was asked to visit Jeddah again for work; I have to choose some day in next week. I was not excited at all, traveling alone, staying in hotel for day or two. I am sure I will get bored there. These days I want to spend most of time with my Mom until she is here. But……..
- At office, things are getting harder day by day, a lot of projects to handle, deadlines are closing, I never had that much burden before. I think I loose interest, I need Vacations. Sum days out from routine to get relaxed, May be on Eid Holidays, Thinking to visit Dubai. Nice Vibrant city.

That’s the latest from me. I could not write (passing through a dull period) that does not mean that I am not reading others. Keep writing All of U.

LATERS…

Last Nite...

Last Nite I started reading a book and read it till the end in one go, I always try to keep some part for the next day but …. I can't resist…

Could not sleep until 4, I don’t know….my mind starts at nite and so many thoughts came across just when I try to sleep…

Surprisingly my Father came to my room, asked me if I was okie, He thinks that I am worried about something, may be he is right…I told him every thing is just fine, just trying to sleep…

And then, may be at 5 in the morning, I walked straight to my Fathers bedroom, got him up and occupied his bed, all in unconsciousness …I cant remember how I reached his bed and why….

Got up late and as usual reached office late…

First Day @ Work

Got up early today…But still late, I don’t know how people reach at time. Every time I get in, I see every one in their offices like they are there from ages. Every time I try to avoid their looks but they keep staring. I can't help it, this is by default, and even if I try to come early I can't. Now every one in office started to understand the fact…

Spent most of the time in vacations sleeping, went once to near by desert for a Bar BQ party, I was not my idea and also I went there half heartedly, but it was quite a fun. The mystery of desert and the fire makes the place more charming & mysterious…Sitting close to the fire and looking into it… Saw some tremendous firework on Eid Nite.

First day @ work, a bit boring, every one is coming around greeting others. I am doing the same…but at the receiving end. I am not the kind of person reaching others, greeting people. Don’t know why…

Have to start again from where I left before Eid. Trying to remember what I was doing...

Back 2 work. Laters.